i'm pathetic.

today i have felt like death.

i have a migraine.

it's no bueno.

my poor baby was getting bored just laying on the couch with me, so matt offered to take him away for a few hours so i could relax.

i really have the best husband.

they have been gone for a little over two hours and i am SO bored.

and i miss my baby so much.

i have looked at all the pictures on my phone since he was born and man he is just so stinking cute.  if you follow me on instagram or facebook sorry for the reposts, but this little one kills me!

these little beanies are my favorite on him!  best .87 cents ever spent.. thank you walmart.

he is learning how to use the johnny jump up.  mostly he just spins around in circles, but it makes getting ready nice because he can hang out with me and be content.

does this not melt your little heart.  he looks like an old man and i love it.  he was so excited after i got him dressed for church.  he's such a little ham.

and last but not least my pumpkin baby.

matt carved this pumpkin for his 4 month pictures but we just had to try it out.

i know i'm biased but dang he is sure cute.

also. i'm sure no one really cares, but each and every day there are little moments that confirm to me that i was put on this earth to be a mother.  i know some people don't get it. and some people probably get sick of seeing pictures and posts about babies and baby things, but this is my life.

my family is what i live for. it's what i'm passionate about.

and they just got home! 

yayyyyyY!