i have 7 million thoughts.
i think i have been avoiding blogging because i don't even know where to start, or what to say.
if i had to sum up my thoughts into on phrase it would have to be...
i feel so lucky.
i have learned that life doesn't always go the way you want it to.
some people always lie.
things always go wrong.
life isn't always fair.
someone will always be doing better than me.
but eventually, in the time that God sees fit, things will work out.
it may be tomorrow, it may be in three weeks, it may be in five years, but one day things will work out.
i feel so lucky to know that i have a Father in Heaven that knows me personally and loves me more than i can comprehend.
(He loves you too, ya know :)
i feel so lucky to have a family that is close and sticks together through thick and thin.
i feel so lucky for friends who will do anything (and i mean anything) at the drop of a hat.
i feel so lucky for the opportunity i have to go to school.
as much as i complain, as much as i am ready to be done, i feel grateful that i am able to continue learning and that i am nearly finished.
i feel so lucky to have a job that i enjoy.
i feel so lucky to have a boy that loves me, weaknesses and all.
he's a working man now.. ow ow!
i feel so lucky to have so much love and support from friends and family and blogger buddies that i've never even met.
i know that all of these things are so cliche but that last few weeks my heart has truly been overflowing with goodness and joy and happiness for the things i have in my life.
it's not at all perfect. there are many things i need to work on and do better.
i have hard days. days where i want to scream, or cry, or give up.
but it's all the things i have mentioned above that keep me going.
life is hard, but life is good.