regret.

day thirteen:

do you have regret?

i've often reflect back on my life and different paths it could have taken based on choices i made or did not make.  maybe some of them would have been better, and maybe some of them would have been worse.

but in the end, i am perfectly happy with where i am right here, right now.  in fact, i'm more than happy.

sure, there are things in my life i have done or gone through that i'm not particularly proud of.  moments i look back on and think "what the hell was i thinking?!"

but do i regret them?

absolutely not!

the decisions i have made good and bad in my life up to this point have brought me to probably the happiest point in my life that i have ever been.

i honestly believe that i would not be married to matt had i not made some of the not so good choices i made that some people may "regret."

i learned from them, i grew up, and i changed.

so i believe, no regrets.

but, that's just me :)